To Tired...

So, I'm completely bored...I'm so bored that I don't even really have the brain power to come up with a totally creative blog page for today....How lame is that?!?!?!?! Blah...so maybe I think I will go lay down on the couch and watch some CSI or something...

Oh! But I did do something new in the last day...I signed up for college again. I will be attendeing Everest College (formally Bryman) and getting my Associates Degree in criminal justice. This will be kind of like a refreshers course in some parts for me, and many others...it will be all totally new and I will love every minute of it. So, I will have my gaurd card back...and I will be working with the Portland Police Department when assigned to a ride along...(that's down the road but I wish it was now...)

Anywho, that is all that's new with me...blah.

Reese

Kids...

There is no telling how many people per day get affected by what others say of feel about them. Did you know that most of all teenage suicides is because of teasing from other kids? Did you know that a majority of the time it's name calling like "Fag" "Queer" and the like that get these kids so upset? Bear in mind that some of these kids really aren't gay in the least. And what about the ones that are?

It's been discovered awhile ago that the ones who really were gay, or thought they were, couldn't talk to their parents about the teasing and weather it had any validity in it. And they thought that their parents would dis-own them,beat them...what ever negative reaction they thought they'd get. And for them, they figured that suicide would be easier to deal with then facing their parents.

Why you may ask am I talking about this, well I think it's something that everyone needs to be aware of. Especially if they have children of their own. If what we pass on to our kids is that it's wrong to be who you are, or to even so much as come and talk to us about how they feel....then what really are we teaching them to be when they grow up into adults? I would rather be able to talk to my parents,regardless...then to commit suicide. But not everyone is like me.

So, if you think something is going on with your kids...don't be afraid to talk with them about it. Reassure them that you love them and don't take a defensive approach. Encourage them to always have that open line of communication with you, about anything. And if they say something that you don't like, or didn't want to hear...express that you will need a time to understand or digest what they have just said. If it is that they are gay or trans or what ever, read up on the subject. Join PFlag....encourage your child to be apart of a support group. (BTW,PFlag stands for Parents,Friends of Lesbian and Gay children. You can find a local chapter in your phone book or online.)

So, please...for the sake of our children, open your hearts and your mind. Have a talk with them ...tell them you love them..and help them be the best person they can be.

Peace and love to y'all,
Reese

Love this video...

Ok, so it's nothing new to know that I like music. I have always been for the heavy metal, punk/goth stuff. My Chemical Romance is actually really good. Here is one of their video's. It's one of the ones I like other then the one that is on my myspace page. You can also see more video's of theirs on You Tube, just search the bands name.

ENJOY!

TEENAGERS SCARE THE LIVIN' SH*T OUT OF ME! THEY COULD CARE LESS AS LONG AS SOMEONE WILL BLEED, SO TUCK IN YOUR CLOTHS AND I'LL STRIKE A VIOLENT POSE. MAYBE THEY'LL LEAVE YOU ALONE BUT NOT ME!

So, I don't know how most of you are today, but I am tired as all hell. As of late, my legs have been killing me like all hell and I can't really tell why. They are hurting now and then like they used to, with sharp intense pain running down my legs. Other times, I just feel like my legs need to keep moving. That's classic with RLS, but far as I know I don't have that. I guess it's just residual nerve damage from the back surgeries. Nice.

How is the weather where ever you (the one reading this) is? It's about 74 here, but in the low side of it..it's cold and over cast, the sky is threatening to unleash a torrent of rain fall. It's some what needed. Unless you are one of those people that water their lawn for 3 hours a day everyday...you don't need it, your lawn is probly dying by now and praying for the sun....

I also have been dealing with my insomnia and it seems like the meds that I have that are supposed to make me sleepy, arent. So, I tried uping the dosage myself and that didn't work. Don't worry I didn't over do it, just took one extra Soma. So I am going to have to go see my doctor real soon here about it as well as the rods that keep shifting in my ass. Trust me, it doesn't make it easy to fall asleep when you lay down and you barly turn one way and you feel a pop,move back to where you were, and it pops again...

I pray for the day when I will be done will all this crap. But before that day can even come, I have to go BACK down to L.A. and be seen by one of the doc's that is also a workmans comp ortho, but I have a feeling that they are trying to turn me into shish kabob. Their and insurance company, it's their job to ruin peoples lives.

So until october, I am supposed to just deal with seeing my doc up here in Portland who isn't an ortho and has requested that I be seen by one up here or if need be, to be seen down back in CA! It took 3 months for autherization for Pain Management. But I can't start that till september...I've been up here for 6 months, it took 3 months to find a place to go to for my medical needs, found the closest Concentra to me, and had to wait all this time. Noone should have to suffer that way. Not only physically, but emotionally. I guess that's health care today...and it blows. Better pray you don't get injured on the job.

Anywho, I suppose I should end this now so I don't ramble on like I have a tendency to do anyways.




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The age of You Tube...

So...anyone can have a You Tube account....it's not really a new trend, but it's still booming just like myspace. I have both.....(I will insert the links when I'm done here huh.....)

You Tube, I have found is actually a great place to find vintage video's of your favorite bands and even show case your own if you happen to have one. The thought of being seen by millions of people every day.....just a click away.....it's pretty cool.

MySpace....same thing really. You can be just a click away from viewing your favorite celebrity or the boy/girl next door...You can perv any pics they post up and stalk them with out anyone ever knowing it. Ain't the computer age great? I personally think that if you don't have the balls to talk to the girl/boy next door even though you see one another every day...well..it DOES talk some brass one's just to say hi when your nerves feel like they are all live wires and you are going to explode if that person even smiles in your general direction...

But stars? Come on....When will people see these people for as they are....people. I mean what do all these people keep on telling us? "I'm just a normal person just like you!" I don't recall getting a death threat though for just being me. I guess it goes with the job though...you get put into the lime light...you get mixed reviews. You don't go into the lime light...your just the average American that the tabloids won't really bother with. It's great to be us I guess.

Personally, someone like Paris Hilton shouldn't be famous just because her daddy busted his ass to make an empire! What does she do? Nothing...she spends HIS money....drives cars that HE probably bought....and to top it all off, gets preferential treatment when she goes to jail. And even when she does finally make it TO jail....she's out with in 3 days because she's having a nervous breakdown...NEWS FLASH...IT'S NOT A COZY 10 STAR RESORT! IT'S NOT A VACATION!

She was put in for doing wrong...but she got a slap on the wrist time and time again... She gets out..and she's right back where she started...back to partying with "FIRECROTCH" by her side.

I seriously think that she is one of the major reasons why Lindsy Lohan (oh how ever the hell you spell her name!) is the way that she is.

Think about it, if she wasn't hangin' out with someone like Paris sayin "Dude, it's SOOOO HOT to be drunk and act an ass..you should do it! You'd be sooo damn cool...That's hot!" Do you really think she would have NEEDED to have all the crap she has on her. I mean...if you look up either of their names on You Tube and even MySpace, you are sure to find plenty of spoofs of them every where...You may even find paperazzi shots of them being a public ass!

Ugh....I'm done, Stick a fork in me then gag me with a spoon!

Anyways....you can use You Tube for research of your favorite band and to even see the spoofs. Hell, you can even make a spoof if you felt like it! Myspace is just like any where else, it's a good little breading ground for rumors and viruses.....so choose your friends on there wisely and don't open anything from anyone you don't know otherwise...you may unload something bad on your comp and that'd be crappy.

Here are my two links

MySpace: http://www.myspace.com/reeserent

You Tube: http://www.YouTube.com/VanitysAngel

The only video that is up there right now is of my room mate's cat that I caught on my girls phone while I found her tickle spot..she ended up licking the air uncontrollably. It's worth a laugh anyways... Feel free to comment on it. Even if it's "YOU SUCK!" or what ever..LOL.

Anyways...happy surfing and have fun today.

Reese

P.S. I know I mentioned it before, but I am sure I may have some new readers here..so here is my online store as well if anyone wants to just go and take a gander at it...

http://www.cafepress.com/bestbutch Yep, that's my store! Go check it out!