So, I haven't been posting on here for a while now. I have had alot of up's and down's as we all have. But for some reason when MY down's come..they come hard and I become a different person. If you were to ask my mother, she would tell you that it's true. If I don't have a job or am doing something usefull...I end up becoming someone that noone knows much at all really. I end up becoming really....inward and it hurts the ones I love the most. I get stressed and become depressed, which thankfully hasn't been that bad as of late.
I have been recently told that I might have MS, which I need to find a doctor in my area that will help me with finding out for sure one way or the other...and has to be on a sliding scale or no cost at all, seeing as money is tight right now.....
Brandie's mom has moved in with us, which has been a blessing. She is trying to get a hell of alot done for Brandie that I have been trying to do for the last year now in a short amount of time. Which I'm happy to see her smiling again. I am also sorry to have seen her said at my expence.
I don't really have a whole lot to say today..it's kind of one of those days where...things go right, but they don't. But, I'm keeping my head up high and a smile on my face anyways...
I love you all and I hope this finds you all well and happy.
2 comments:
Hi so good to hear from you even thou it wasn't a personal note I truly enjoyed reading your words. MS comes in all variations maybe you will have a mild case and very few symtoms if any. Brandie's mom is living with you? Where Papa and I vistied are you still there? Are you working? Stay mentally healthy by doing whatever it takes. Love, Gramma
Congratulations on your MS diagnosis; hope it kills you slowly.
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